It just dawned on me that I have 100 days approximately till my baby boy arrives… its 14 weeks… just over 3 months… Oh my word! I am now getting a tad nervous… being a mom has been my dream for so long, and now its like the scariest thing in the world.
What if I’m a bad mom? What if I am a terrible example? What if I don’t teach him right? What if I fail at discipline? What if, what if, what if….
Then I think about the millions of people before me, who have raised children in worse circumstances, or in poorer situations. They managed fine, their kids often turned out fine…. And who I am to question God’s timing and plans? Who am I to question whether I would make a good or a bad mom, if I do my best and follow God’s will and ways, and spend time on my knees, then surely all should be well.
That’s my thoughts for this season…